Finally finished my draft typeface design. Moving on to my next homework. Everyday it's just work work work and work.

Anyway, I am contemplating if having an ipad is necessary. It is so expensive! I wonder how these people are willing to purchase an ipad just for gaming purposes. Super redundant!

Anyway, I am loving this song by Jessie James even though it is an old song. It has so much character in it.

Exhausted

It has been a long while since I last updated. Despite the fact that I agreed to blog more often but I got busier especially when school started once again. The place of war.

So sick of all these bias-ness in school. Once again I can't wait to graduate. Some course mates of mine couldn't take it either quitted or went for a break. For me, I will "chiong" all the way. End this sufferings earlier than later.

Screw the fact that we can't explore our talents in school. I need more room for inspirations, explorations and freedom! Okie enough of ranting. Shall have my breakfast now. 

Bahh...

That's all folks. A video to cheer you up before I leave this space. :)

When kinship and friends clashes

Hais.. I can't believe you betrayed my trust. I no longer know how to talk to you anymore.

Deep inside me I feel like crying now but I know there is no use doing that.

I have done my part. It is up to you to decide.

Music

Geez! I know I said I will blog more often during my holidays but I didn't at the end because I was too busy enjoying my holidays doing nothing and I had to work so after work I will be too tired to blog.

Having this terrible ache today after carrying the trolley to the other outlet and got asked to bring back again. #$%^&*$# But anyway, that is not a big deal though.. Just felt that it was wasted effort.

Anyway, I am super excited! I will be going overseas next week! Yay! Hope it will be a fun and fruitful trip. Will blog the pictures when I come back.

Just to share with you guys the song that keeps me grooving now. Many of you might have heard it before but I DON'T CARE! I am still going to share it! Haha! Oh and I love the song "Payphone" by Tiffany Alvord and Jervy Hou. I know that Jayesslee recently came up with their version as well but I think that it is nothing as compared to Tiffany's. The editing of the sound has so much difference. Enjoy! :D

One more day!

ONE MORE DAY!!!!!!!!

HEY SEXY LADIES SHAKE YOUR ASS LIKE THIS!~~

Will blog more once my holiday starts!

Procrastination

Oh wow.. I just realized blogger has changed its template again! Alright.. At least it is not the plain old boring looking layout.

Alright! Had my paper yesterday and it was the first time in my life I didn't sleep for more than 24 hrs and I went out, did the chores and played mj yesterday till 1 plus before I turned into bed. It seems like a holiday to me now because my next paper is next week? I know it is bad to procrastinate but HEY! I HAVE BEEN WORKING NON-STOP FROM THE START OF THE SEMESTER TILL NOW! AND THAT IS 4 MONTHS PLUS! I NEED A BREAK!

University life is crazy. Hello, we are human beings too! Not robots! People from other faculty often complain that art students are so relax. What do we do? We just have to draw and design things ma! So easy! If you have that kind of mentally, you can kindly go eat your own shit because it is not as easy as you can imagine. You will only understand if you are in our shoes.

Oh well, anyway, was supposed to study with YL today but in the end, we procrastinated and talked about other stuff instead and blog shopped. Hahahaha! But I guess it was a nice outing. Like hey! We are out of school, chilling and talking about other stuff! How awesome is that?! Saw Colin and Syazali too! If only life is that great everyday I would love it!

I can't wait for holidays although it already feels like one now. There are so many things that I want to go and places that I want to visit! Catching up with friends, etc. Life would still be great if  you learn to enjoy it. Haha!

Oh and btw, CAN SBS PLEASE STOP HIRING DRIVERS THAT CAN'T DRIVE SAFELY? They are so reckless and rude these days! Not being bias but most of them are the foreigners. They step on the brake as if they have to have an "Emergency break" every now and then. Can't you step slowly and lightly?!! If you are so unwilling to work, DON'T WORK! We don't need such people around! I think safety comes first. We don't have to suffer because you are in a bad mood or what alright? Have you thought about the elderly who can't hold on to the handle bars properly? Even we can't balance properly, do you think they can? Alright enough of ranting.

Shall go catch some sleep soon.

Rant

School is crazy. I am really going nuts sooner or later. I can't wait for all my submissions and exams to be over. I need a long break now. This year is just kind of crappy to me I guess.. So many things happened in such a short time. One of my little pigs had passed on as well. Two blows in a month. I know I have to be strong..

Have been taking over my maid's role by cleaning the entire house and doing chores is driving me nuts. I don't know what to say much though.. Life had been pretty stagnant for me. I have so much work now but I just don't feel like touching them. Argh!

Why is the weather so hot today?!! Need to go get my bath soon.

Oh and I bought a new shelter and some things for my pig to bite. Hopefully he bites them and not just smell them! When I am free I shall upload some photos.

Anyway, went to have steak with my cliques at the restaurant called "The Ship". It is quite a nice place with a nice manager but I would advice to get the signature steak that is on hot plate rather than those that are on promotion and sounds really good. Haha!

Alright! Shall blog again soon!

P.S: I am very glad that god gave me a good friend like you. :)

Marriage

What is marriage? A day when a couple decides to live together forever under the eye of law. Looking at the people around me getting married, from primary to secondary school friends suddenly set my mind thinking a lot. 

I used to think that marriage is such a blissful thing, etc, etc! But suddenly, I have the fear of getting married which I don't know why. Probably I am afraid that I would marry the wrong guy I guess. Also, I still want to enjoy my life regardless whether I am attached or single. 

Life is so short. I don't feel like getting tied down so early I guess. After I graduate, I will be 24! Even before I reach that stage, relatives around me are already asking the usual questions that we used to laugh at when we were younger.

"When are you getting married?"

After that will be....

"When do you want to have kids?" "Are you going to have one?"

My gosh.. I can already imagine getting such questions.

I guess everything depends on fate. Hopefully I can meet the right one eventually. Or hopefully, he might already be the one. I don't know!

Marriage..........

Enlightened

I feel so hurt.. This is the first time my work got rejected so many times. I just can't seem to find the right feeling. That's why my layout turned out like shit. But what my professor said was right. Practice will make you a better designer. Even though we may not be very good now, in future, we can still be good if we are willing to put in the effort. Through this assignment, I think it really enlightened me a lot as a designer. I hope one day I can be as good as her.

I hope I can do better with her guidelines as well.

Like a zombie now. I think I shall continue my work tomorrow. Can't think anymore.

Another restless day

Life's as usual for me. I can't wait for my term break to arrive as I know I have one less project so far during that period of time but I am unsure about the rest.

Just finished my 3D texturing assignment and I have to work on my Typography soon. Boring life in university seriously.. Gonna go out have dinner with my pig later on and I guess I am going to get my coffee bean. Have been craving for it ever since.

I am just pretending that I don't have much work for the moment and yea...

Met up with my girls recently and we had so much to catch up on. It's like a meet up after one month is not enough for us. Really miss those times when we meet up to go to school together during our secondary school days.

No doubt everyone has changed in their own personal character, I hope one thing that wouldn't change would be our friendship.

Okie.. Back to my work desk! Can't wait to meet up with the cliques too! Hopefully for dinner or something soon.

Fading friendship I see in you

In life, people come and go. You see how your close friends, relatives, etc slowly fade away from you due to their own interest. It is definitely upsetting seeing your close friend choose that "someone" whom you dislike as his new best friend. But oh well, I guess that is life? As long as you have no value, people choose not to befriend you? I don't know.

It was so "lucky" to meet that "someone" at Jacks Place the other day. Why not let me strike lottery or something instead of seeing him during such a happy family gathering. Thank goodness the manager didn't make us sit the seats in front of his table. Else I guess my good appetite would have been affected badly. Sometimes, we don't tend to be mean but certain people definitely do deserve such treatment. It doesn't pay being kind. But well, I guess god knows. I pity those people who makes a joke out of themselves. I don't know to laugh or to pity them.

Anyway, CNY is going to be another normal chionging school work day. I can't believe I have a presentation and a 3D modeling submission right after CNY! On the same exact day some more. FML. Seriously.... I need to breathe! Need to do interviews for my presentation, etc. How am I going to do that?!!   I have research for another subject also and another and another.. NEVER ENDING!...... When is my next holiday? MAY! GEEZ! MAY!! 3 MORE MTHS OF SUFFERING!! HAHA! SEXY BITCH! My clothes are not bought yet. Good job! I think I shall go hunt for them on Friday or something. I must jiayou!! I must!!

Alright! I shall turn in now.. Lesson till 8:30pm tomorrow. Sexy right?! I know.. I had lessons till 10:40pm today. I am such a hardworking girl! *Clap clap*

Okie enough of my nonsense.

Goodnight earthlings!

Random Thoughts

Suddenly, I have this urge to blog after such a long time.. Nothing much in school. Holiday ended and school started with a pile of workload once again. That is like a routine for every semester. I can't wait for year 4 to come seriously..

There are so many thoughts running in my head. Some thoughts that I keep deep inside me. It is really tough but I know I have to.

As we grow older, we find friendship more and more volatile, and you know you can't stop it. You can only accept the fact that things are. Many people in life listen to the wrong party and assume that the other party is always right and pushes all the fault to you when you are the innocent party. It hurts but I am still going to keep mum about it. Only my closest ones who understands me the most will know my innermost feelings. I appreciate friends who are always supporting me irregardless of what happens.

Friends around me, including myself have been asking this question. I am worried for what I will end up doing in future. I do not know what is the talent in me and what can I do. Many often look down on designers, artists. If you ever have that mindset, do ask yourself this question, what would the world be like without art? Without design? The purpose of raising this issue is because many thinks that designers are useless or worthless. But I would like to stress that design is all around us and we can't deny it. Without designers, this world would have technology but with no design and no interface.

Oh well, I feel that as I grow older I tend to rant a little. But anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner and I have get to get something that I really like! For example, a dress or something. But I have already gotten my shoes though.. Argh!! I hope I can grab something soon!

Came across this song and I thought it was rather nice so I am sharing it here.