Fading friendship I see in you

In life, people come and go. You see how your close friends, relatives, etc slowly fade away from you due to their own interest. It is definitely upsetting seeing your close friend choose that "someone" whom you dislike as his new best friend. But oh well, I guess that is life? As long as you have no value, people choose not to befriend you? I don't know.

It was so "lucky" to meet that "someone" at Jacks Place the other day. Why not let me strike lottery or something instead of seeing him during such a happy family gathering. Thank goodness the manager didn't make us sit the seats in front of his table. Else I guess my good appetite would have been affected badly. Sometimes, we don't tend to be mean but certain people definitely do deserve such treatment. It doesn't pay being kind. But well, I guess god knows. I pity those people who makes a joke out of themselves. I don't know to laugh or to pity them.

Anyway, CNY is going to be another normal chionging school work day. I can't believe I have a presentation and a 3D modeling submission right after CNY! On the same exact day some more. FML. Seriously.... I need to breathe! Need to do interviews for my presentation, etc. How am I going to do that?!!   I have research for another subject also and another and another.. NEVER ENDING!...... When is my next holiday? MAY! GEEZ! MAY!! 3 MORE MTHS OF SUFFERING!! HAHA! SEXY BITCH! My clothes are not bought yet. Good job! I think I shall go hunt for them on Friday or something. I must jiayou!! I must!!

Alright! I shall turn in now.. Lesson till 8:30pm tomorrow. Sexy right?! I know.. I had lessons till 10:40pm today. I am such a hardworking girl! *Clap clap*

Okie enough of my nonsense.

Goodnight earthlings!

Random Thoughts

Suddenly, I have this urge to blog after such a long time.. Nothing much in school. Holiday ended and school started with a pile of workload once again. That is like a routine for every semester. I can't wait for year 4 to come seriously..

There are so many thoughts running in my head. Some thoughts that I keep deep inside me. It is really tough but I know I have to.

As we grow older, we find friendship more and more volatile, and you know you can't stop it. You can only accept the fact that things are. Many people in life listen to the wrong party and assume that the other party is always right and pushes all the fault to you when you are the innocent party. It hurts but I am still going to keep mum about it. Only my closest ones who understands me the most will know my innermost feelings. I appreciate friends who are always supporting me irregardless of what happens.

Friends around me, including myself have been asking this question. I am worried for what I will end up doing in future. I do not know what is the talent in me and what can I do. Many often look down on designers, artists. If you ever have that mindset, do ask yourself this question, what would the world be like without art? Without design? The purpose of raising this issue is because many thinks that designers are useless or worthless. But I would like to stress that design is all around us and we can't deny it. Without designers, this world would have technology but with no design and no interface.

Oh well, I feel that as I grow older I tend to rant a little. But anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner and I have get to get something that I really like! For example, a dress or something. But I have already gotten my shoes though.. Argh!! I hope I can grab something soon!

Came across this song and I thought it was rather nice so I am sharing it here.