Marriage

What is marriage? A day when a couple decides to live together forever under the eye of law. Looking at the people around me getting married, from primary to secondary school friends suddenly set my mind thinking a lot. 

I used to think that marriage is such a blissful thing, etc, etc! But suddenly, I have the fear of getting married which I don't know why. Probably I am afraid that I would marry the wrong guy I guess. Also, I still want to enjoy my life regardless whether I am attached or single. 

Life is so short. I don't feel like getting tied down so early I guess. After I graduate, I will be 24! Even before I reach that stage, relatives around me are already asking the usual questions that we used to laugh at when we were younger.

"When are you getting married?"

After that will be....

"When do you want to have kids?" "Are you going to have one?"

My gosh.. I can already imagine getting such questions.

I guess everything depends on fate. Hopefully I can meet the right one eventually. Or hopefully, he might already be the one. I don't know!

Marriage..........

Enlightened

I feel so hurt.. This is the first time my work got rejected so many times. I just can't seem to find the right feeling. That's why my layout turned out like shit. But what my professor said was right. Practice will make you a better designer. Even though we may not be very good now, in future, we can still be good if we are willing to put in the effort. Through this assignment, I think it really enlightened me a lot as a designer. I hope one day I can be as good as her.

I hope I can do better with her guidelines as well.

Like a zombie now. I think I shall continue my work tomorrow. Can't think anymore.

Another restless day

Life's as usual for me. I can't wait for my term break to arrive as I know I have one less project so far during that period of time but I am unsure about the rest.

Just finished my 3D texturing assignment and I have to work on my Typography soon. Boring life in university seriously.. Gonna go out have dinner with my pig later on and I guess I am going to get my coffee bean. Have been craving for it ever since.

I am just pretending that I don't have much work for the moment and yea...

Met up with my girls recently and we had so much to catch up on. It's like a meet up after one month is not enough for us. Really miss those times when we meet up to go to school together during our secondary school days.

No doubt everyone has changed in their own personal character, I hope one thing that wouldn't change would be our friendship.

Okie.. Back to my work desk! Can't wait to meet up with the cliques too! Hopefully for dinner or something soon.

Fading friendship I see in you

In life, people come and go. You see how your close friends, relatives, etc slowly fade away from you due to their own interest. It is definitely upsetting seeing your close friend choose that "someone" whom you dislike as his new best friend. But oh well, I guess that is life? As long as you have no value, people choose not to befriend you? I don't know.

It was so "lucky" to meet that "someone" at Jacks Place the other day. Why not let me strike lottery or something instead of seeing him during such a happy family gathering. Thank goodness the manager didn't make us sit the seats in front of his table. Else I guess my good appetite would have been affected badly. Sometimes, we don't tend to be mean but certain people definitely do deserve such treatment. It doesn't pay being kind. But well, I guess god knows. I pity those people who makes a joke out of themselves. I don't know to laugh or to pity them.

Anyway, CNY is going to be another normal chionging school work day. I can't believe I have a presentation and a 3D modeling submission right after CNY! On the same exact day some more. FML. Seriously.... I need to breathe! Need to do interviews for my presentation, etc. How am I going to do that?!!   I have research for another subject also and another and another.. NEVER ENDING!...... When is my next holiday? MAY! GEEZ! MAY!! 3 MORE MTHS OF SUFFERING!! HAHA! SEXY BITCH! My clothes are not bought yet. Good job! I think I shall go hunt for them on Friday or something. I must jiayou!! I must!!

Alright! I shall turn in now.. Lesson till 8:30pm tomorrow. Sexy right?! I know.. I had lessons till 10:40pm today. I am such a hardworking girl! *Clap clap*

Okie enough of my nonsense.

Goodnight earthlings!

Random Thoughts

Suddenly, I have this urge to blog after such a long time.. Nothing much in school. Holiday ended and school started with a pile of workload once again. That is like a routine for every semester. I can't wait for year 4 to come seriously..

There are so many thoughts running in my head. Some thoughts that I keep deep inside me. It is really tough but I know I have to.

As we grow older, we find friendship more and more volatile, and you know you can't stop it. You can only accept the fact that things are. Many people in life listen to the wrong party and assume that the other party is always right and pushes all the fault to you when you are the innocent party. It hurts but I am still going to keep mum about it. Only my closest ones who understands me the most will know my innermost feelings. I appreciate friends who are always supporting me irregardless of what happens.

Friends around me, including myself have been asking this question. I am worried for what I will end up doing in future. I do not know what is the talent in me and what can I do. Many often look down on designers, artists. If you ever have that mindset, do ask yourself this question, what would the world be like without art? Without design? The purpose of raising this issue is because many thinks that designers are useless or worthless. But I would like to stress that design is all around us and we can't deny it. Without designers, this world would have technology but with no design and no interface.

Oh well, I feel that as I grow older I tend to rant a little. But anyway, Chinese New Year is around the corner and I have get to get something that I really like! For example, a dress or something. But I have already gotten my shoes though.. Argh!! I hope I can grab something soon!

Came across this song and I thought it was rather nice so I am sharing it here.

I have decided to blog again after missing for a few months. School for me is as usually crazy. Tons of work piling up together with tests and projects coming at the same time. It seems like 24 hrs a day is just now sufficient for me to complete my work. I seriously hate the school system and I dislike the working style, the subjectivity in school but I know I have to stay on for a purpose.

I went MBS that day and I don't understand why does it have to be so expensive. First time in my life I encountered a sliding toilet that doesn't have a lock. Yes. The MBS hotel. Also, the room service people were damn irritating. They rang the door bell when I was still sleeping and I took my time to get out of bed. Before I could even reach the door, they used their room access card to open the door. Hello, can you please check your roster. Doesn't mean that they say 11a.m room service you must barge in one lor. I was pretty disappointed la.. They apologised though. An hour later, another guy SIMPLY USES HIS ACCESS CARD TO COME IN when I already stated "Do not disturb" this time round. Else, what is that button for huh? But I enjoyed slacking in the hotel though I was doing my work the whole time. This there are really expensive as well. I guess that sums up MBS.

I feel as if I am posting one month once but I'm still keeping this blog alive!

Xiao and Darren's birthday were great! Both with a different kind of celebration. I hope both of them enjoyed their presents and their birthday cakes, especially Darren. Haha!

Seriously, I don't know what to post though.. My life has been so boring, doing the same stuff everyday, which is assignments and assignments. What a torture. Where is the vibrance life that I used to have?!

I feel so distant from my close friends now, and this is not even the age when everyone has their own family yet and I am already experiencing such stuff. Hais..

Have to go back to my assignments.

Flu and cough shoo!!

Some photos taken to share.

Signing off.